As a result of my grades during school, I never qualified for an language learning or exchange program. I also had trouble learning in a full classroom. Everyone's pass was so different, but usually faster than my own. Or I was being bullied in front of the teacher or in other areas in school. This affected my confidence greatly and made difficult to focus on my classwork. It also made it hard to be taken seriously in school and classrooms in particular, because I really didn't want to take part half the time. My achievements didn't mean much, and when I struggled and couldn't get the right kind of help, I felt often defeated and quite depressed among other things in my life.
When I decided to seriously take up learning Vietnamese, I search quite hard for reading materials, classroom style sheets or anything I felt that could be easy to latch onto, but alowed me to really put in time and effort. I eventually found a program online, and having Linux as my main OS, so to speak, I needed something that could run in a browser, versus software. Language software isn't very supported on Linux, so browser based was next best thing.
I purchased the low cost program subscription and really put in the effort and time. 4 or more hours a day I would practice, until I felt I was ready for the next. Reading, picture association and speaking, were all apart of what I was doing, and it was the sole focus at the time. I was study until I fell asleep, and then wake up and do it again the next day. I also spent time writing, even though it was not necessary to the course. I could use my time how I wanted, to learn what I wanted to learn.
Eventually I reached a point where I wanted to do language exchange. I had reached a level of confidence to move from the hand-hold on the software and thus I found websites like conversationexchange (which is free and a very good start. I may do a blog about this site at a later date) and italki, which one of the learners I met from conversation exchange introduced me to, which is a big and diverse step-up from conversation exchange.
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It was a joy to work with them, but the difficulty was coursework. How do we structured and take turns learning, asking questions and having a little fun. Some people were doing it mostly because of job opportunity, but I could feel there was no passion behind it. That's not bad, sometimes you do what you have to do, but passion helps you absorb it and makes the most of it. The schedule of all our lives also made it hard to collaborate and eventually my own life had come to a screeching halt because of family emergencies. I felt quite sad not be able to continue my exchange. Either my internet was not working properly and I couldn't do a hangouts to learn (which I was actually starting to learn something with this other person), or again family emergencies. The people I was learning with understood my situation and even more, understood my sadness at having to put this on hold. Evenutally I came to start this blog and document some of my journey.
I still wanted to learn, but I realized the best way was to do it on my own with the materials left by by others. They put in their work, and I wanted to put in the work to learn it. The problem is, until now, the materials I found were helpful, but scattered and giving me only one part of what I needed, reading, writing. Speaking was an issue. I was lost.
Then I decided to learn German. one thing I knew for sure, is that military people have to learn different languages, so that they can perform at their destinations and stations, but also to understand what the enemy may be saying, so as to save their own and others lives. I figured that they were doing something to learn languages. They had to be functional courses, and to the point, because they do not have ALL day to learn something. They need to learn as much as they need to survive, and the rest will come in time once they are in the zone.
So I decided to look for language courses that are fast. I originally started with Russian, since that's what I was looking for at the time. I found the FSI course. The website looked super simple and I honestly almost passed it up, but I remember sometimes simple is best, check the work and then decide.
GOLD!
When I looked at the Russian area and saw all the course work AND tape recordings, I knew I struck gold. I downloaded some files, but I had not gotten around to learning Russian from it yet, because..... I ran into an important project that requires me to learn German. I was hesistant as I've mentioned before, because German is one of those languages I orignally didn't want to learn. I've only ever heard people speaking German like they were going to kick your ass! However I did favour the Austrian dialect, and I thought hmm. Even more, the project, these singers sing beautifully in German and I said... ok... I accept this challenge!! And thus here I am today.
I enjoy studying in my own time, doing another activity or not. Trying to say it naturally (German thankfully drops my voice naturally). Trying to say the same thing with different moods, and (unsuccessfully) trying to sing those words. Hmm... not yet huh? I don't have to worry about working with anyone else's schedule on such a grand scale, I don't have to worry about being hungry and or sick and having to slog through a course. If I need rest I can wrap up my learning and rest. If I want to learn at 5am in the morning, I will learn at 5am for a few minutes and go back to sleep. I need a nap? Fold up and take a nap. Studying on my own allows me time to learn at my own pace and make sure I master it.
Does this mean class doesn't have it's place? Of course not! For many people, learning in groups is even more enriching than solo. Some can keep up and even challenge themselves in such an environment. The key is choice. If you struggle in a class environment, take the risk and learn on your own and dedicate yourself to it. Set your own schedule OR be flexible. Say, in an hour I will study this, and prepare yourself to study, and when you want to stop, Do so.
That's what I got for solo learning. No matter what, choose what you feel is best and always have fun!
Happy Learning!